something desperate
I
pluck an apple
from a giving tree
and toss it up
high it spins
and twirls,
as crows swarm around
with their awful wings
ready
beaks like knives
they cut away the skin
with no intent of doing
me
a favor in their fighting hunger
as gravity takes it back
down to my hand skinned-
clean and ready to eat,
I take a bite
and walk away
from something desperate; as
the world spins blank
space.
then I realize things this good
never lasts forever,
knowing
all too soon the core
will be wedged between my teeth.